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Canine, And You Are?

by ~SummonerWolf

Here I am again, sitting in a bright room, with a dark mind, and no self-control. I do not belong here. I am Wolf, and they are trying to corner me again. I want to fight back, I am so afraid. But I dare not, for I am small, and they have fixed their Leash of Society on me. I fear it as much as any material leash.
The elder woman turns her eye on me once more. My ears pin back in fear, and I barely hear what she has to say. I weave a lie quickly and gulp down the urge to whimper.
I have them riveted, with my miracle recovery and my charming speech. But inside I am so afraid, so afraid. I am an Omega, a scapegoat. Scum.
Yet still I am inclined to bite her when she growls in that fake, mother-to-pup voice. I can taste the disdain in it, it's so blatant. She doesn't want to ask me how I've been, she wants to snarl at me, push me to the ground and make me submit. Deep down.
And deep down, I hate her. No.... I don't hate her. I am afraid of her, as I am afraid of everyone. No.... Not everyone. I do not fear my packmates. Not anymore. Not much.
She flashes that fake, sickly smile at me again. I part my jaws in a grimace weakly. She gibbers something else I only half understand, but the words translate to images in my head. I nod and stand up, glad to be done with another phyciatrist visit.
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:iconmoonschild93:
very well written! I may not be a wolf but I can relate. My step-mother talks to me like she's sizeing me up for dinner, my dad acts as if i'm a lone pup: not his pup.
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:iconsummonerwolf:
That sucks. :(
I'm glad you liked it!

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~ItachiXme Apr 15, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
The only people who know my wolfness...is my packmate (which are another werewolf and a werecat), my closest friends (some of which don't belive me, but thats their loose), and my boyfriend (whom is just human....but i see nothing worng with that. I know who you feel, when one of my "friends" (just a guy I talk to) makes me mad (which most of the time) I growl at him, and some time threat to bite...and some times do...I'm thought of weird through out my whole school...but I find that fine...and I keep my being what I am secret...only unleashing my ture nature at my home, around friends, and my boyfriend

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:iconsummonerwolf:
Yea, I think that's a common issue for therians; the discomfort in having to 'behave' and not act the way they feel is natural for them.

Thank god for the internet, huh? xD

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~ItachiXme Apr 20, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*nods* I had always felt that I wasn't....how should I put it....quite human...I've always felt more wolf...but I didn't know others felt the same way I did...and so I was confused, I knew what I was but I hid it, from everyone, afraid I was the only one out there with these feelings...and I had no advice or anything....I felt almost alone in the world...if it weren't for my friends, I would have been...then I learned about us..and that we do exsit, I always thought we did...now I feel more confadent...I'm Alpha of my own pack now, so in all I'm happy....I also have a bf too! ^_^ Hes cute and he knows of what I am...but he says he still loves me, it just makes me that more specail in his eyes

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:iconsummonerwolf:
That's neat. My boyfriend seems uncomfortable with it, but he doesn't complain or anything. He's a good boy. <3

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~ItachiXme Apr 27, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
^_^ I suspect he has some wolf in him too...he says he used to run great distances at night around a full moon, with out triing easily...but he clams hes not a were...oh well...I hes first girl friend ever and as far as hes conserned no other girls matter...so yeah, our relationdhip is strong even if we're a state apart...*random change of subject* On a different note I have successfully p-shifted! ^_^ I'm very happy about it...even if the only things that shifted were my my senses (which are wolf mode all the time any way)...mind prosses (which again is in wolf mode all the time anyway)....my teeth, and I could feel a tail trying to come out...but I was in school and I thought 1) It would be very uncomfertable to sit on....and 2) If I removed it from being hidden in my pants....well I might get some preatty odd looks from those who don't know I'm a were....so I kept that from happening...but when I serpressed that the teeth changed back too...so it was only for a minute at the most...but progress nevertheless

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:iconsummonerwolf:
Uh.... yea... You should know, up until this point, I thought you were pretty intelligent, but there are a million and one reasons why physical-shifting is impossible.
It's entirely possible for you to experience heightened senses and a shift in awareness, among other things that more or less form the basis for the therianthropy theory. However, the change in DNA (which is what p-shifting would be) is entirely impossible.

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~ItachiXme Apr 28, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hmmmm....you look at things in a scienctifical matter...I like that...but it could truely be just a really strong Phantom shift....*shurgs* but hey even sience can't prove everyting...you never know....*sighs* >w< I almost bit one of my best friends today....he sneeked up on me, pulled on my backpack without saying anything...and well instict kicked in and I turned around to bite him, then relized who it was. I said I was sorry I almost bit him, next time he really should say something...or at least give me some kind of warning

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Science, as we think of it now, doesn't take into account everything that is around us. I am confident that sometime in the future, the things we see as spiritual now will come to be much more scientifically accepted.
lol, I've almost bit my friends before too. Usually I just snarl a little bit when I'm surprised, but sometimes I get a little more scared.

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"They hand you a coloring book and say, 'Be creative, but don't color outside the lines.'"- George Carlin

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